Monday, June 22, 2009

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce Knowles






If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guysAnd chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it'
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come homeI
f I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it huts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy


Friday, June 19, 2009

relieved eventuali....



yesterday, my mum finally picked up my blood test n it turned out not to be satisfying..there were few parts highlighted, meaning not within da normal range…kinda worried neh…n dis is only when I will start blaming myself for not doing any exercise…..haih….on da report, it said dat I got wad relative lymphocytosis, as in my level of lymphocytes is slightly higher than normal n my monocytic level is nil…my level of basophils is kinda beyond normal as well…slightly high a bit..in short, the white blood cell levels are out of order..haih…kinda worried neh n I will start imagining da worst…n all those serious diseases come popping into my head…I even imagine all those medications and syringes dat I hate da most..sobsob….reali v afraid n worried neh…plus at da same time, I hav my period n my whole body feel super unwell neh…with my shoulders, arms n legs ache….coupled up with my excruciating menstrual cramp n throbbing headache, haih, make me wanna go crazy neh…..
anyway, juz consulted dr n he told me dat evtg was normal cos my total WBC is still within da normal level…my RBC level is oso normal n since both RBC n WBC are morphologically normal, so there is ntg to be worried bout…kinda relieved at last…guess I hav to start exercise dy…reali learnt my lesson ady…