reflection...

sumhow,i reali feel dat the lyric of this song is written for me...hehe...it partly reflects on wad im thinking at times....

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麼人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错

望著天空爱是否活在童话裏头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞 Oh--
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦乾眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麼多
我会幸福吗 在什麼时候 Oh—

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我

p/s: i hope im not givin da wrong info dat im so desperate, okay..hehe..im emo-ing again....cant sleep ba....

sleepless nights....

as i expected, i couldnt sleep a wink last nite.....sleep at around 2.3o am doin pap thingy then woke up at 6.30 am for lectures....who knos we dun even hav any class for dis whole week...2nite, i dun think i can sleep oso..my brain is overtly active probably becos i hav a lot of things in mind..hav to finish off many things.but anyway though tired, my team managed to finish one task in a night..im vvv happy..but still, there r 3 more tasks to do neh....2molo morning hav to practise dancing at 9am..nt sure i can wake up a not....i cant sleep neh..can anyone club me at my head to get me to sleep???....my brain is super exhausted but sumhow it couldnt stop working...i miss home esp during nights like this....getting bac here makes me real tired....i hate my life here..not lonely becos of no frens but i juz feel that sum part of me is missing...

traumatised....

went to times square today..n im super tired...accompany my frens to buy their dresses n shoes for coursenite....aduh..my body aches here n there especially my legs...scared my legs will becum 'lobak' legs....my leg muscles will get bigger n bigger if walk like dis evryday...after i get out from da monorail at imbi station, an 'angmo' lady kept on shouting for her handbag...kena ragut...haiz...realli curse dat guy....y wan to steal from other ppl...of course there r sum heros trying to help but i think dat culprit managed to escape...she fell when she was trying to chase for her handbag..i hope she was not hurt neh...guess all her passport n money was in her handbag....haish...realli terrible a....god, please preserve me frm all those bad ppl...i promise i will be a good girl owez though im one oledy....muahaha...n touchwood...i dun wan anything bad to happen to me.......my parents will be damn worried....haiz..v scared to go out neh...n hopefully tonite no nightmare..me v 'kiakia'....

xiangxiang...

xiangxiang...hehe my rummate's name...her name is xiang yi..but i prefer call her xiangxiang..she's so pissed off at first..but now she gets used to it neh..haha..she owez "rang" me one..hehe(in english, she gives in in wadever i say o do n end up spoiling me...hehe)dun think she will read dis post la ho..hehe if not she will kill me neh..lol xiangxiang is sleeping now hehe...she went bac in da morning n she cleaned our rum..so when i arrived,hehe da rum is clean clean..(told ya she spoils me..lol) so, da only thing i do is juz to unpack my things n put them in place..my rummate v good ho..hehe...unfortunately, 2nd yr we r not goin to live together neh..she lives wif her gang ba..sobsob how can she abandon me like dat...lol....haiz i start complaining ady...i think being my rummate is super kolian...here's my list y i say so:

1. i owez grumble n nagnag when im unhappy o stressed..poor xiangxiang has to listen to my naggy(those who knows me will let me nag cos after i complain a hell lot..i will be okay hehe)
2. my rummate has to tahan me being "manjamanja" hehe..sumtimes i get sotsot..duno which screw gone loose n i will start ehem.."sa jiao" duno wad's it in english...lol
3. i can be super quiet n oso super chatty....but i will only be v noisy when im tired le,say like after studying..so im da other way round..when im in da normal mode,im quiet hehe..but of course depends on who's da other person im wif...im v distant n aloof among strangers..actuali im scared to be honest hehe...but sum ppl may mistaken me to be v icy,cool o proud...argh dun care la..i cant control wad ppl think bout me neh...i only kno dat once da ice is broken, i can be vv close..juz like how i stick to my laopos hehe...mwaksmwaks

in conclusion, xiangxiang spoils me n i dun mind to be spoilt hehe though she is one yr younger than me...but i oso do stg in return wad hehe...sumtimes i will sing songs to her using little kids' voice.....i will oso force her to sing barney song wif me..me v bad ho lol..but dis other side of me can only be seen by my rummate hehe...no one else can..lol.....lup u o,xiangxiang....mwaks....hehe

jail...

now bac in my jail ady..juz taken my bath after unpacking all my things kept in da store...now waiting for my hair to dry..haish...tired...kinda miss home now..hehe...cant believe im only homesick after completing one sem ady..haish ntg much too update la.....my rummate slept dy neh...hehe she muz be super tired after cleaning our room....well toking bout my rummate,i will post another separate post bout her...juz to compensate sum1 who says i waste all her effort neh...hehe... checked my results ady...okay la..no fail,im oledy super happy ady...dun hope for more neh..haiz 13 more days for coursenite..n our performance is still like ehem..hanging..lol...plus everyone is bz wif pap thingy..so it's like v bz for this few weeks...dats y i dread to come bac here...sobsob...

p/s: sorry to those whos so unlucky to read dis post...im super tired n kinda depressed wif so many things awaiting me to do..so i hav to kinda complain a bit to release stress ba..bydway, y my hair hasnt dry a??

first post

orite...here i am...moved my blog all over from friendster to here.....thanks to my laopo, @joy for 'pestering' me time to time to move my blog...lol n of course thanks to her i finally hav a blog of my own..but evtg here was selected and managed by my laopo..maklum ba, im from dinosaur age...lol well ntg much to update other than eat,sleep n enjoying life to da fullest....goin to kl 'again' on dis friday for granny's bday.....haish..ntg to wear neh...plus today not feeling v well...sorethroat n a little feverish..haish..anyway happy holidays to all n merry christmas!!!